I hear a lot of prayers for help for a number of reason in your life. The best thing for you to do is to pray that others find their way and not to pray for you needs. You can also do charity work such as food drives. This will give you purpose and direction. For those of you that hate your life let me tell that Jesus said you must love your life to enter His Kingdom. I have recently experienced something in my life but it made study more, pray more and preach to my friends more. This is how to get God's attention not by being a victim but by showing your dedication to Him in your most difficult times. Reach out to others and God will reach out to you. We learm obedience through our suffering so start to chastise yourself and become more like Christ. Get baptized into Jesus Christ and all things will fall into place Acts 2:38