father i never been in love before, i never fell in love although i was in relationships, father i now was in love with this person, and i hoped that he wud go to the next level. we still are in a same apartment, its been a month since i had avoide to sin against you, father but am suffering from lust, and so is he. what do i do here...ohhh its so hard father help me...thanku for you are my strength heavenly father,