My Pursuer. My Protector. My Provider. My Confidant. My Gallant Soldier. My best friend. My Lover. My Prayer Partner. Now I know exactly what I want and can at last be specific. Okay Lord, You said if I ask anything in Your name and do not doubt in my heart; that You will give me what I ask for. I know that it has to be according to Your will and I am willing to wait on Your choice. Just want to put in a few specifications just in case You are interested. First, I would prefer a black man, but will accept a man of another race as long as he can speak English that I can understand and he is not an undercover bigot or racist. God, if he has to be of another race I would really appreciate it if he had dark features. I’m just saying. And God, if you will I do not want a man that is dealing with morbid sexual issues, okay I said I would be specific; no pedophiles, child molesters, rapist, sexual deviants, undercover homosexuals, sex addicts, or freaks. And no woman beaters. Hope that covered them all. Now, the positive qualities. I want him to be at least 6 feet tall, no more than 250lbs (solid); he doesn't have to be a body builder, just strong and solid; with big hands. And I would prefer and older man, like between the ages of 55 and 60. You said do not ask amidst. I want him to be free of drama and emotional baggage. I want him to be gentle and kind. I want him to 'not' have children under 25 and all his children are well grounded and productive. I do not feel this is too much to ask as my children are all adults and well grounded. Well at least they are not incarcerated, they have jobs and families, they are not strung out on drugs, and they do not need to move in with me. Praise the Lord! Thank You Jesus! I realize as parents that our children will always need us in some way because I still need my mother and I miss my dad very much. I want him to be gainfully employed, kind, and generous. I want him to be patient and honest. Back to my husband. I want him to love You with all his heart and all his might. I want him to be relatively healthy and able to have sex, at least 3 or 4 times per week. I want him to be someone I can laugh and talk with. I want him to be someone I can work in the ministry with. I want him to be someone with whom I am of one mind in Christ Jesus. And Lord just so it is fair to him, I am asking You to prepare me for him. Make me the women he needs; the women that You have created me to be, in this day and time especially for the needs that he has ‘now.’ Lord, I ask that You make me a virtuous woman and eliminate my past. Lord, give me patience and wisdom in all I do in our marriage. Make me the apple of his eye and he my gallant knight of whom I only have eyes for. God, I know to some people that this might sound like a fairytale wish, but I know You can do all things and that there is nothing impossible for You. Lord as I stated before, I am willing to wait and accept Your choice. As I seek You Lord/Your kingdom and all Your righteousness; as I begin to yield my will and my very life to You I know that You are preparing blessings beyond measure for me and I thank You in advance for Your loving-kindness towards me. I ask that You prepare my heart to receive who You have for me. Now Lord, I give You glory and honor. I know that I am fearfully and wondrously made and marvelous are Your works in me. I know that I am of a peculiar people, a holy nation, a chosen generation. You are my joy and my strength and I bless Your name. And yes Lord I am piling on the praise because I have a big order. Whatever You decide, I know You will withhold no good thing from me so I trust You, Lord. In Jesus’ name, Amen!