Hi, I really need prayer for my relationships in the Body of Christ; I do not go to church anywhere anymore, and really feel bad about it, but I just don't seem to fit in anywhere I have ever attended. I have been born again since 1998, so it's not as if I'm unsaved or a new believer or anything. Being 41 and still single and childless does not help, but I'm sure there is a place somewhere that I either have not tried yet, or maybe had the wrong attitude when I went, or maybe told too many people too many things about myself, I just don't know. I am 'me,' and can't be anybody else. I had tried the singles group at the last church I was going to, but most of them were either already in relationships, or about to be married, or already had a boyfriend, so that didn't help too much, either. I'd even gone as far as returning to my childhood Catholic parish, as well, but, while I found spiritual peace and release, still no real social connection, because the people I remembered from years ago, of course have moved on or passed away, in some cases. I just am really at a loss of where God wants me to go, and what He wants me to do.