Dear God, I know you could hear me and I know you could see me. I suffer all day and all night because I can not find myself to let go of the pain that has been put on me. This pain is causing me to not let my faith and spiritual love grow. I want to grow and instead I keep take huge steps back. Lord I ask of you make me strong and get over all the pain that not only keeps me from growing but it is destroying me. Lord I love you and I need to let go please help me.