One night while talking to Father God, He said to me..."you know you have been angry with me for some time and I need you to forgive me" I was shocked that He would say that, and I answered, but Lord I am yours to do as you please, he replied " None the less, you must forgive Me" I said "...but, I don't remember being angry at You"...so He paused and said..." Do you remember when you were angry because I created you? You said..."why did I create you knowing that your sin would cut you off from me?, when you could have stayed in my bosom where it was safe and free from idolotry of this world" ....I then remembered how true that was and I cried bitter tears ashamed that I had held such sentiments against my God whom I adore. He let me cry as I felt the Holy Spirit comfort me and then He said, "Do you REALLY think that when I told Matthew FOLLOW ME that was the first time I had pronounced THOSE words? My WORD is eternal I fashioned you in the most secret place and in my image, and when I said FOLLOW ME, you did"...and now I understand, that even though in this life I have been used and abused, cursed and rejected, stricken and abandoned, betrayed and rediculed this great capacity to love and hope and pray and lay my life down if at least to pray for all, and comfort the broken hearted I AM created in His image. I AM my Fathers child and I follow HIM....