Dear Lord, I’m so very sad, it just seems things keep getting worse. I pray every day that’s there will be a light at the end of this horrible time in my life. But all I see is darkness. I think I’m about to give up, I don’t know if I have it in me to keep going. I’m scared, hurt and feel so very alone. It’s been years since I’ve had anyone that cared about be in that special way. I really thought I had met a person on this site, but I know it was only a taste of what I want. But at least I know I still have the power to open my heart up to another person. But deep down I really think I’ll be alone, just like my mom said. She always told me I didn’t need a man in my life, just my dogs. She is content with that but I’m not. I’m numb and all I can do is cry. My spirit is dying and I’m afraid of what is to become of me. Show me what I need to do, I I’m too tried to even pray. Please life me up, as I can’t sink any lower dear Lord…please let me find some small amount of peace in my heavy heart. Amen